Everything happens so quickly. Early yesterday morning the medical equipment place was here to remove all their things and leave the room half empty of furnishings. Every time I went in there I would fall apart so my other 3 girls have been working all day as hard as they can cleaning the room and putting it together like I want. Megan’s personal bed was moved back in there. The Futon was moved in there. The closet and chest of drawers were gone through keeping what was important and loading the rest for Safe Harbor. They have cooked and cleaned and took care of me and Vinnie. Vinnie is having a much harder time then anyone expected, even himself. Megan was his best friend and sister.
The room is beautiful now. All decorated with megan’s wolves. She loved them so I know her spirit rests within them. Her room is now the slave quarters and the eyes of her wolves will be looking over her sisters as they sleep as if megan herself is watching them.
As they cleaned her room they found an envelope hidden in the back of her jewelry box. She had gotten it for me (my name was on the envelope) for my birthday but forgot to give it to me. It was meant to be, for the words she gave me in that card were exactly what I needed to hear from her. I needed to hear she loved me just one more time.
The card said …..
As I was thinking about your birthday, it dawned on me that I can’t even imagine my world without you in it.
So much of what I think about and dream of and imagine to be true has been inspired to be true.You’ve encouraged me with your kindness and touched me with your love.
I’m so thankful to have you in my life.
And so it’s only natural that your birthday makes me want to celebrate, to reminisce, to tell you how much I love you and appreciate all the wonderful ways you have of being you.
Signed by my megan